five more seconds;

we stopped time;

to chase these truths

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she's a lady woah woah woah;
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Alison started it, Kitty fed the fire, etc etc. I feel like I've had a crappy enough month to warrant this though, dammit.

Do you ever want to make an entry that says "LOVE ME, I FEEL LIKE CRAP," but that's kind of not a good thing to do because it's attention whoring?

... Well. I don't care right now.

LOVE ME GUYS. I will do my best to love you in return. I WILL NOT TELL YOU HOW I PLAN TO DO THIS, but I think it would be nice for everyone to have some love right now. You can even take this as a MEME and go attention whore in your own journals. Switch it up, make it a thing where people give you new icons, or write you fic, or bring their RP characters in to be obnoxious. WHATEVER MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER.

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ilu Varis. You are like this awesome bastion of common sense and snark in the middle of a stupid, stupid internets and my love for you, it is over nine thousand. ♥

dafjkldfs FUCK YEAH RAMENMACHINE.

ILU Varispi and even though we don't talk too much any more sometimes I remember how awesome it was to play with you and chat with you and I smile. :)



I regularly miss Starlin and Justin, okay :(

jkfsa oh var var var. WHERE DO I BEGIN; you are level headed, you play everyone you touch beautifully with so much depth, you are sopretty irl, and your Claires are the best ever.

(this is probably really bad and also out of character.)

It had been selfish of her, to hope for one desperate moment that the man approaching them from across the field was Asch. Luke she was of course just as happy to see, but Asch had been... He'd been the Luke she had made that promise with. The Luke that grew so much over their journey together, he was Tear's Luke, and she would never stand in the way of that, even if it meant having to put aside what she had selfishly wanted for herself.

That hadn't been what she'd stood for, for so many years, after all. She'd embraced Luke, just like the others, happy he was alive, happy to see him again. She hid the tears she cried that Asch had not been with him from the others, and she put her best face forward, for everyone.

When she was sitting alone in the courtyard of the palace, staring out over the city and lost in her own selfish thoughts, she hadn't expected Luke to sit down next to her, boldly reaching out and taking her hand in his in a gesture he never would have even considered in the past. When she looked over at him, her expression was mixed with confusion, and she pressed her lips together briefly.

"...Luke?" He looked at her, his expression heavy. He'd carried the weight of the world on his shoulders, and she knew that had affected him, but the look he was giving her now was different from that.

"I'm sorry. That I'm not him." She started, her eyes widening slightly at his words, and she dropped her eyes to the ground, ashamed that she'd been so transparent.

"No, it's...I'm glad you're alive, Luke. Truly, I am." And she was. She would keep insisting that, until her grave. He was silent for a long moment, still clinging to her hand, and she didn't make a move to break the contact. It was nice, having her hand held by someone who was so dear to her. When he spoke again, she was surprised.

"He did love you, you know." She looked up, startled at his words, and her lips parted, but no words would come. He looked back at her, the same exact face as Asch's, identical in every way, but for so long two different hearts. It was in that moment, though, that she saw Asch reflecting within Luke's eyes, and while he was still, definably, Luke, she knew somewhere, and in some sense, Asch had returned to her. Tears welled into her sight and came tumbling down her cheeks as she nodded.

"I know."

no i mean like OW MY MOTHERFUCKING HEART ಥ_ಥ


Oh okay. That was the effect I was going for. :Db

IN RETURN HAVE SUM DUO GOODNESS








KYYYYYYYYYYYYYRIIIEEEEEE

oh shit what's that i hear?

And I thought I was bad at haikus when sober...

So uh, I probably don't tell you often enough that you fill this Var-shaped-niche in my life that I'd be very sorry if you ever stopped filling. =( Very unhappy.

Which I guess is just a long and stupid way of saying that I'm really bad at expressing myself, but that all the same you mean a lot to me.


And now, a possibly mildly tipsy haiku:

wasted my haiku
on alison this ev'ning
sorry you get this

I got hos in different area codes.

You're one of them. 8)



lol needed appropriate icon

Edited at 2008-07-15 03:03 am (UTC)

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU

YOU ARE THE STARS TO MY SUN

SO YOU ARE MY EQUAL LOVE

:D VARIS ILU! ILU LOTS AND LOTS. I FAIL AT GIVING LOVE, BUT ILU.

itt i love var in ways that are illegal in 47 states and two territories

BRACE FOR IMPACT

VAAAAR, VAR VAR VAR. WE DON'T TALK ENOUGH (LIKE AT ALL) BUT I ADORE YOU IN A SPECIAL NONSEXUAL WAY. OHHHH VARVARVAR. VAR. VAR. la la la vaaaar la la vaaar var laaaaaaaaaaa la variiis

I LOVE YOU VARIS. i will write you a drabble, request a pairing (i will write stuff i don't ship but only if i uh, know the canon at least vaguely.)

I have tons of awesome ideas for things that I'd be glad to talk to you about! If you want someone to talk to, I'm happy to oblige. I just figure you LIKED being left alone... @_@;

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